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Name: Rama:)
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: Woodland
Gender: Female
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MSN: princess_gurlie0101@hotmail.com
Member Since:
10/11/2005
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| well theres a big thunderstorm outside..or at least there was i havent heard thunder for a while. hmm i feel weird. i dont know how to describe it ? i feel depressed for no apparent reason other than the fact i feel like crap. ive felt like this maybe all week ? its just so i dont know. i could be surrounded by people and i still feel lonely. i just dont get it. i feel like i dont belong anywhere, like im just wondering on my own looking for where i fit in, but i just end up being cast in the shadows. its like i dont belong anywhere, and im not part of any sort of group. during rehearsal today i was so depressed. i dont know if it was because i thought the play just sucks or what, but i felt just horrible. todays rehearsal and yesterday were the saddest days of my life. ugh i dont even know what to write anymore... | | |
| Surprise surprise im actually posting something and its only been like 8374737 days. wow so many memories of this place lol that sounds retarded. hmmm what to write about, im not exactly sure and whether this post even gets read or not is also a mystery. i guess u could say that a lot has changed since the old 7th grade xanga days...ive changed. for better or worse im still not sure but either way i dont think its reversable. and this is random but i should be at school rite now x.x h/e extensive rain this morning kept me from coming...grr...at least theres no algebra today. wow i read the last entry i wrote, i cant believe the end of the year will be upon us once more. in a way im sad to leave middle school w/ its drama and stupidness and what not. but im excited about high school, it makes me feel so old ! haha i still rmr when i was a whiney little brat....and im still whiney..youch, but im not a brat ! ^.^ i think that this year ive grown so much more than i really thought i would. i feel more i dont really know exactly but ive just been through so much. its like we all go crazy for sooo long and then we just all get to the end of the road and we find ourselves at peace. this year has been a whole lot of laughs, tears, hard work, and instances of life. i feel like an old lady thinking about the 'good old days' x] im trying to remember what i was like in 7th and how i am now...the only thing i can think of is that i became louder this yr...way louder. hrmmm oh n im not a teachers pet anymore..now im the chick that always has to be told to shut up x.x how intresting. if i could summarize 8th grade...hmm id say that its the time where u decide who u want to be and how youre going to act. so i guess its like finding yourself, very strange considering we're 13/14 but ya thats what i think. i also got to have more fun this yr, and more freedom. i never thought about it much until now i dont think ive ever been as close to being independent until this yr thats nice =] well this is long, although i cant say my other posts havent been x] lol well ill leave u w/ my favorite random quote im sure u can figure it out ;)
"life is like a lemon, sour and yellow" | | |
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MYSPACE:: http://www.myspace.com/crazii_lozer_rama ne of u pplz dat hav 1 add me!!<33
song dedicated 2 u pplz <33
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hey pplz!! man i cant believe skool is over i wuz so freakin sad 4th period & dilan wuz about 2 start cryin & about 2 make me cry. dont b sad dilan!! well i guess ill just write about wut happened 2day:
1A-Health-well we didn hav 2 take da final, dat wuz kool i guess. it wuz basically just a free day didn do much. evry1 at my table wuz playin wit dis pink ball & tryin 2 throw it in2 da holes in da table& stuff & da stupid thing kept freakin hittin me n i wuz all u stupid ball. so i moved 2 anotha seat n da ball stopped hittin me xcept wen da teach told evry1 2 go bak 2 there seats, da dam thing started hittin me again! well ya dat wuz pretty much all i guess.
2A-Sci.-actually wuznt dat bad, played sci. trivia wuz goin 2 win but my team started answerin questions wrong, but we got jolly ranchers so it wuz ok, xcept i lyk airheads bettr but w/e. my friend jaked 1 4rm sum1 wen she wuznt lookin lol. (ooh temperature is on yay!!!!) well neways afr dat we basically just had free tym & i went 2 mr.w's class & hung out w/ zainab&negin who wuz tryin 2 get us 2 dance, but there wuznt da rite music.
3A-LEAP-well we jsut stayed at skool & talked da whole tym. haripriya wuz bein a stalker & tryin 2 take a pic of da person she lyks (iono if she'll let me put his name but she lyk told almost da whole world neways)well otha than dat we took sum pix w/ ms.clark & stuff it wuz kool. gettin kinda sad cuz it wuz gettin closer 2 dismissal& had 2 say bye 2 karen&haripriya :(
4A-Math-really short&had popsickles 2. man, i wuz so freakin sad, had 2 say bye 2 so many pplz. took pix w/ dilan, jess, steph, susan. i had a hard tym sayin bye 2 evry1. & i talked 2 evry1 4 da last tym & dismissal came. i hugged evry1 & dilan wuz about 2 get me cryin cuz she looked so sad. wellz ya walked w/ zainab n said bye 2 her 2 & dat wuz da end.
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sumthin i really just hav 2 say is dat dis yr. has been so crazy i luv it den i h8 it. i had fun n i wuz bord 2 death. i wuz jsut so happy dat i got 2 meet lots of new pplz n dat i hav all these kool friends now n i still hav my old 1s who r so special (n negin if ur readin dis, i kno wut ur thinkin but im not talkin about only u huny lol but i luv u *mwah*)1 of da classes dat i just wuz so freakin sad in wuz choir yesterday, i guess u culd say we r a family cuz even tho we fite or w/e sumtimes we're all still friends & stuffs. wellz i guss dats all.
mucho luv pplz<333 hags & u bettr keep in touch hoes!! lol
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